It's alrdy wed liao and i haven have time to go to BBDC wif joshua to get our PDL. It seems like he's not in a rush to get it and I'm really tired trying to keep contacting him haha. Well lionel accompany me there after school but sadly, it closes at 5pm!!! SIAN! Waste my time n lionel's bus fare! So guilty sia! Anyway lessons' been pretty boring, cant concentrate but daydream during lecture and assignments are all messed up. Dono wad assignments are there except WISP which is tedious!

Anyway went to gym with teck hui n julian today I just found out how weak I am! LOL! NAFA's coming soon!

Met Sha on my way to class after gym and I'm glad to hear that he will be play for ripieno as a guest musician :) But sadly, seems like teck hui gonna back out again! Sian! From the looks of it, I doubt he would be performing unless he's willing to commit to the practices from now. Sigh. Hopefully he makes up his mind fast!

Went to chinese service ytd and den, straight to NP. Helped out wif the ushering for choir Grandioso. We thought the rehearsal was rather dull and it doesnt seems like it'll be a good performance but when the real thing started. We were impressed haha. Good job choir! :) Well teck heng named some of the members and among all, there's one "JUG" which resembles "her". Only difference is, her wu guan is nicer! Haha!

Anyway after the concert while on my way home alone, I thought how great it is to be partners beside you in a performing arts club. Close friends of course. Dono why but wherever, ppl around me just quits, OF COS it's not becos of ME! Sec sch was like tht, NOW poly's the same. How good it is to have a partner! Sure admire those peeps out there haha!

Cca fiesta finally ended. It was the first quartet performance and it totally sucks! I screwed up from the beginning to the end and seems like family concert was much better. Hmm quitted strings finally, hesitated for almost a year after all of my batch ppl left. Well intended to join leo club, no commitment needed. Hopefully the strings club can give me my cca points back faster. Camp, cca fiesta performance etc. Always so slow to get it done, too busy? I suppose so.

Forgotten to go for my medical appointment today!!! It was suppose to be the reveal of my checkup! Went to gym with teck hui instead and ended losing my exp facial wash! SIAN!!! Lol!

A new start indeed. It's really a NEW start haha! Well it's the last sem u'll see me in school le. Lesson starts at 4pm n ends at 5pm today. Wad a waste of time. Hmm really feel like quitting all cca and lead a carefree life in sch haha! No point hoping to see new faces in the cca, really no point. One by one they'll quit. Meaningless. Hopefully this sem will be fun :)

Been waiting for the letter, hoping I'll get the D list. Went to check the mail box today but it was empty but when i was having practice, my mum sms me to inform me tht she received the letter!!! Director List!!! 2 in a row haha! Praise the lord! One more sem before attachment! Let's do it again!

Went to play bball wif CF ppl and it was fun haha! Finally get to perspire again! Sports for life, keep fit! Had $1.80 chicken rice before I rushed back home to prepare for CO practice in the night haha!

Just came back from CO intensive practice camp. More familiar with the pieces now. It was great knowing them. Though I still feel much comfortable wif nps ppl but yesh, gotta admit those co ppl are really fun haha!

Been getting sick this few days due to camp and sleeping in air-con haha. Not tht I'm weak! Well guess being sick really makes u think alot sometimes. I'm glad that I finally know the reason but still feel kinda disappointed bout it haha. The more I look at the post, the more I feel so....

It's always the same problem. Seems like I'm always the one misunderstanding others. I guess it'll be better to become a cold blooded person. Why care or bother so much!

The more u chase, the further it gets. It's always just my wishful thinking haha! Cant help it but guess I'll just be myself den. Whatever I'm after, always seems so vague. Meaningless. Puzzles that cannot be solved. I wana know why. Time? Time again?

Just came back from strings camp. Hurt some1 internally in the midst of the camp n I didnt realise till my frenz told me. Sigh. All I could do was just to apologize. Anyway i went straight to joshua's hse for dinner and the foods were delicious and e good thing was lemon, ling, norman n xiu hui were there. A happy dinner haha.

After e dinner I kinda think alot. Was waiting for lemon to tell me something but it was delayed until nw. I'm no longer feel the urge to knw. Well just mood swing today i guess haha.

Had combined CF gathering ytd and it was fun haha. It's always fun to hang around wif them. A few of us met today for swimming haha! Sadly samuel got serious food poisoning and got sent to the hospital :( Glad he got decharged after a few hours of diagnosis. Glad our prayers work. Praise the lord. Spent the whole day outside wif the remaining few and went back to church wif norman for youth alpha in the night. Everyone in our grp is treating both of us like "gay" LOL. We're brothers and we're 100% purely straight HAHA!!!

Things' really going faster than I thought. Glad to know a friend like you :) Gotta watch my words since it's a public blog haha. Hopefully, things get better and better :)

Woke up early in the morning just to find myself still half asleep! Haha. Left my hse at 8am to meet manong at 9am and meeting ling n company at 10am. Such good planner haha. Caught a cold while on the way to meet manong haha luckily there were still some med left at home. Anyway effort!!! Hope it gets through to your blur mind. Haha.

Just got to knw something from ling today n thought it was rather disappointing but hope it's nt the same for me. If it is, haha GG LOL!!!

Managed to wake up on time to play bball wif ernest before it rains just nw. Fun indeed, sports for life, keep fit. I'm nt like before!!! Slim le hor!!! Haha!

Cca tmr again!!! Tiring!!!

Great day indeed. Jun Wei finally came to our church today. Though we stayed back for ball games and it rained, but it was still kinda fun haha. Didnt go and buy the NUM flip flop cos no one wana go plus i'm really tired this few days. Been sleeping really late haha. Anyway after the ball games I acc jun wei to cwp and there was a last day sales going on and I bought a everlast flip flop at 17 bucks. 3 bucks cheaper but doesnt looks as durable. Anyway hopefully it wont wear off that soon like my surfer paradise's one haha.

It's really funny looking at wad mr and mrs leong post in facebook and of course, the gal who was named after me by the leong couple lol.

Just when I noticed I'm "on sales" on someone's blog lol. Sound so weird but it's kinda true? Well went out wif joshua n his friends, pretty awkward and photos taken are really unglam lol n it's already posted!!! Cant do anything to it nw. Anyway spent the whole day wif joshua before going for cell. Manage to shoot a few basketball shot before gyming. There'll be chances to play again tmr! Exercise!

Just came back from strings and was so happy tht the new pics were uploaded but yea maybe cos I'm just forgetful or insensitive that I went to tag pics for my frenz think he/she may want it too but ended up getting scolded for being self centered and wif VUGLAR!!! It's e first time!!! Tht's it! Buay ta han!!! Happily doing something for some1 and yet I was actually being insensitive. Well forget it den. Cant upload many pic I guess. Haha keeping it to myself to avoid unwanted trouble. Oh well... New lesson learnt haha.

CF FOC just ended!!!! Fun indeed haha. Got to meet a lot of new faces as well as familiar ones. Anyway I've been really busy this few weeks and hopefully I can have more time to play basketball. Haha!

Today marks the three days I had in student care corner. It was indeed a good experience. It's also becos thru the care corner tht I got to know joey who's from CO. Well at least now I'm starting to attend their practices. Chiong & chiong!!! Strings ensemble and chinese orchestra. Let's see how good I am. Haha. A great chance to test myself.

Well I'm remember the faces of the children. They were sweet and cute. Though it's not easy working with kids but yea, they're lovely :)

My crumpler got a fully red shoulder pad!!! Finally own one crumpler myself. Not very use to it yet but well haha it'll be great to have one.

Finally, got work today! Though 3 hrs and 3 days nia but better than nth. It's still considered as I have worked. It's a good exposure too. Hmm well waiting for andy to come my house now. Wonder what to wear later! Slightly nervous haha.

Thought I wasnt affected at all but somehow, whenever i'm alone, I'll still automatically recall the past. It's sort of pity her but I dono why haha. Partly pity partly misses haha. Anyway results'll be out this friday!!! Haha finally. Hopefully this time round I'll be able to pull my cumulative gpa all the way to 3.5!!!

Attended CAC programme ytd. Haha. Right after a slight fall back the previous day, which is during the day of the programme, I got selected as the group leader. Wonder why she keep asking me to be the leader haha. But well it's a good way to once again, practise my leadership skills. There were just four of us from bpmc chinese side, two to a team and one from each team is a leader, how good can it be haha. Anyway except for the worship, everything were pretty interesting and dinner was absolutely delicious haha. A great day indeed.

Right after church today, I went to the IT fair with joshua to buy printer and t shirts from Topman. Didnt manage to get back to bpmc for ball games due to the large crowds of people which ended up in paths leading to the mrt station are all closed. Nevertheless, it was still a great day haha :)

Strings of life :) Plan was to inform them tht I wana quit but yet I held back. Just feel it's getting interesting all of a sudden. Well I guess I'll stay again :) Anyway, it wasnt easy to bring the real mei lina to NPS and now wad happened? Nvr come also nvr inform. MIA. Well up to her to decide wad she wants ba.

Didnt I say we need a talk? Fancy telling me we could meet over on fri which is today but suddenly tell me u cant make it. Why didnt u tell me u cant when i told u i'll go fetch u after ur work and have dinner tgt. Seriously, I'm starting to take "Mei Lina" words into considerations. Am I really not being gentleman enough? I'm alrdy suffocating here, hello??? Let's get it done with tmr. Hopefully.

Come to think of it, this holiday is pretty much filled with time spent tgt wif e other 2 musketeers, playing basketball & a little bit of training haha.

Things haven been getting anywhere recently. Come to think of it, we knew each other since the ending of secondary 3. Been struggling alot, advices heard and took into considerations. No close common friends, I cant even get the slightest bits of wad u're thinking. It's just like a suicide bomb. I have a choice this fri. I know I wont be able to take it if it's a negative answer, being too pessimistic m I? How long will it drag if I don do it nw? Carrying this burden wherever I go, why not let it out all at once. Though it may be hurtful, too hard to accept the fact but yet, it may always be the best way than having everything being dragged. Whatever the outcome is, it'll be the best way I suppose :)

I'm always in your priority u said? :) Glad to hear that but really hope u can use ur actions to prove me that. Well, I trying my best to be more understanding towards you and I just hope you could feel it too. A few more months more n u'll be in the uni while i'll be in my last year n poly and going to NS after that. Though we're really just friends but if it's possible, I don wish this factor will be a hindrance btw us. Nevertheless, I'll try my best to get into local uni :)